It's the first time trying the chicken shread mee sua and crispy chicken from 可口味. I still prefer the Shilin chicken and mee sua though.
Have been trying to study for the whole day while random thoughts keep running through my mind as I listen to this really emo song 四季. I find the lyrics very meaningful and can totally relate to how I'm feeling currently.
Oh well, I keep telling myself that I will be able to do it, to move on and lead a better life. However, I realized that when I'm alone at home, I tend to think a lot, and it's usually the things that we've been through together. I keep wondering if that's the real reason to all these shit, but how would I know if it isn't?
Been trying to put on a brave front so that my friends won't feel so sad or worried for me. Even to prove to myself that I can do it. But at certain points, I still can't help but to breakdown. Read through my past entries and realized that we've actually had lots of nice memories, and I once missed you that much. I actually still do. I don't want to go to places that we've been before, but I realized that it's impossible, because throughout the 3.5 years we've been to almost every part of Singapore. I see images of us everywhere.
Let's just hope that time will really heal.
p.s. I know the whole point of setting up a new blog is to blog about the new life that I'm leading. Please let this be the last time I dwell on the past and move on, because I really have to.